The Boy.

So my last post was dedicated to my boyfriend Daniel, who is so so great! What some of you might not know is that Daniel and I broke up for a few months right before school started. I got to the point where I wasn't having "fun" in the relationship so I decided after much thought that it was time to break up. That sounds so terrible... but I promise its not as mean as it sounds. I think especially in high school dating should just be to have a good time and enjoy yourself. You shouldn't be TRYING to stay together with your boyfriend/girlfriend. If it is getting stressful or just plain not fun you should just break up is my philosophy. I know too many of my friends that are trying to stay together foreverrrrr with their boyfriends.... don't plan the wedding yet! So I broke up with Daniel. And it broke my heart. Of course I had this whole long speech with all this flawless reasoning behind it but as soon as I saw his face and started... I broke down. Before I knew it I had broken up with him, I was crying and he was hugging ME and telling ME it was going to be okay! I thought I was supposed to be the one doing that! We stayed apart for a little over a month. As much as I tried to just move past it, I just couldn't leave it behind. Daniel and I were still talking everyday and he was being so so so sweet and trying his very best to be a good friend. I had my "ah-hah" moment when I got on facebook and saw pictures of Daniel celebrating his 18th boyfriend. I started crying again and then I realized that I did NOT want to be broken up. So we got back together! We are doing great and I am happy and enjoying being together with Daniel again!